I'm begging you to stay,

But you're already on your way.

Mike, I miss you. I really do. You promised me we wouldn't NOT be friends. But that didn't work out. I remember I promised things too, I have extremely confusing feelings I don't even recognize. I'm so confused. I don't understand any of this at all. I really wanna know what happened. It sucks so bad. People change and promises are broken... Its sad but true. Hmmm..

I'm Sorry
It's all me,
This time is the last time that I'll ever beg you to stay
But your already on your way

And I know your gonna walk away
And leave me with the price to pay
Before you go I wanted to say

I'm sorry.
But if you have to go,
Then, just leave me alone
'Cause I don't want to see
You and me going our separate ways
I'm begging you to stay
If it isn't too late,
I'm sorry.

But your already on your way.

Knowing you won't read this kills me, but half of me doesn't want you to. I miss my best friend. And it hurts. It hurts like hell, for reasons no one else knows. I'm not asking for a second chance, nor am I giving you one. I don't wanna try again.What's done is done. Because face it, nothing's gonna be like it was. I just want you out of my life. Don't text me, don't call me. I just, hmmm..

Does this darkness have a name?

does this darkness have a name?
this cruelty, this hatred.
how do you define this
did it steal into our lives or
do we seek it out and embrace it.

what happened to us;
that we now send our children into the world,
like we send young men to war,
hoping for their safe return,
but knowing that some will be lost among the way.

when did we lose our way
consumed by the shadows,
swallowed whole by the darkness

does this darkness have a name
is it your name.


2007
January 3, Henry Foss High School, Washington
April 2, University of Washington, Washington
April 16, Virginia Tech, Virginia


2006
13th September, Dawson College, Quebec
27th September, Platte Cannon High School, Colorado
29th September, Weston High School, Wisconsin
October 2nd, (Amish) West Nickel Mines School, Pennsylvania

Northern downpour sends its love,

Hey moon please forget to fall down, hey moon, don't you fall down.

So today, plain and uneventful.
Going to sleep.

I leave you with this,

SUPERFUN.

I love tomato

Can't Fight The Moonlight

Deep in the dark, you'll surrender your heart 'cause you know, 'cause you know, that you, can't fight the moonlight.

Ahh listening to Leann Rimes. Haven't done that in awhile. Yeah, I liked country music. Actually I watched Coyote Ugly and now I'm loving that song.

Alas, my review of Big Fish; I love Tim Burton, and Big Fish may just be my favorite movie of his. It's a great mix of fantasy and humor with a heart. As far as content goes, well, it shows Danny DeVito's butt. That was fairly disturbing. Besides that there's not much objectionable content. So watch it.

I will leave you with this,

Mirror Mirror On The Wall

So I went shopping today. I got a shirt and hair stuffs. I was gone all day with my aunt. My feet hurt. Note to self: Don't wear heels to the mall anymore.

These songs get me through the day.

Gigantic - Pixies
Dirty Boots - Sonic Youth
Walk it Out - Breeders
Black Mirror - Arcade Fire
I'm Designer - Queens of the Stone Age
In Particular - Blonde Redhead
The Greatest - Cat Power
Something - The Willowz
While My Guitar Gently Weeps - Beatles

[Music - Black Mirror - Arcade Fire]
[Mood - Cheerful]
[Location - Den]
[Watching - Empire carpet commercial]

My Generation's For Sale

Its truly a lie, I'm counterfeit myself, you don't own, you don't own, you don't own me.

I'm tired of hearing about that purple haired fatass. Colby knows what I'm talking about. It gets annoying. Pshh she ain't that great she's prolly cheating on you as we speak. Ha.

So I found the dvd player charger. And I put in Big Fish and I'm gonna watch it.

I want pizza rolls. Anyone else feel this way?

[Music - I'm Designer - Queens Of The Stone Age]
[Mood - Giggly]
[Location - Den, making my way to the kitchen]
[Watching - Big Fish]